I knw I have a really absurd title 2 my blog dis tym....it is lik..2012..whr d world will end..or the marriage day blaa...bllaa anyways...its not...u know right from the time I was a kid...I had multiple phycological n maddness related disroders....d most prominent amongst them r ..thonking too much n imagining too much...specially in the future tense....dis blog is a result of that..
I have another transition phase waiting for me....the transition of a student to an employee...euuu...ryt ...dnt wrry I knw no body is intrested in reading about this..soon...i'll say a final adieu to my college...college is just not a building ...an institute ....from where I earned a B.Tech degree..it is a lot more....n finally i'll leave it...4 yrs of togetherness with evrybit of this place..at times...when I am hell fokat n senti...i do imagine...what will be my last day here like....who all will be there ...to say a final goodbye....my freinds..my specialone....will they alll b dere..i'll be packing my bags...wid tears i knw...evrytym i go back home...i knw its jus for some days...n i'll be back soon...this time dere won't be any return journeys....no counting of days...nothing....no1 will say now..."arrey fir se cafe ke khaana...10 dinn main aadat bigad gayi...line main laga naii jaa raha"....the final godbyee to room no.607c...a room i'll always cherish...coz i never learnt soo much abt myself...lik the way I did here..my pals I knw dey all will b dere..i know we all will be making promises of meeting soon....but...and den i'll leave the campus...
Things evolve...evryone one goes through it...I knw a whole new world will be waiting for me....a new life..new place...new home...all i want be b constant and stable in this part is...my friends...dese idiotic ppl who have been jus more than frnz to me...I still have goosebumps..when i think...when will v be able to meet.....convocation..den....den when....evrybdy will be engrosed in dere lives....fonecalls....that might soon become occasional....or need based...n wht about the campus...d momos...paani puri...paagalpan....whn will those times come.....
I know its basefull...its an invitation to nostalgia...but just think for a minute...about ur last day in collge..r u stll in touch wid dem...who der with u ...at tht tym....n if u stll haven't had this moment in your life....imagine like I did..imagine ...urself packing bags...locking up ur room...a car waiting to be loaded with those n no of bags....tht carry all those stupid memories...pieces of papers...having all ur names....papers...whrd person u loved wrote something...an ambience filled with emotions...n friend who u knw will miss u d most...a pal...who will stll try n make u laugh n say "chalo peecha choota"....n finally u depart from the campus...
I have chills already...i knw dis day will come soon....I wish it does turn out to be the best day of my college life...:)
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